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Tonight I Wanna Cry

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Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes, tonight I wanna cry

Would it help if I turned a sad song on?
"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

'Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes, tonight I wanna cry

Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with this pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes, tonight I wanna cry


base by ~stephlovesspiders
Friday (c) Mine


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I cant say that the song fits the situation but...sitting here and listening to it over an over to myself, just makes me think of Friday, sitting in her room at the end of the day after consuming a bottle of liquor in twenty minutes and crying, not letting herself fall asleep...because she cant forgive herself...blaming herself for something that wasn't really her fault...not being able to let go of the fact that she hurt someone she loved so much more then the others of her family...
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